Questions and Answers...

Where were you these 2 months?

Stuck at home and uni. How sad!

Where is Mid Valley? Where is Timesquare?
No idea, I have not been there for long.

When was the last show I watched in cinema?
Ah, it was exactly one month ago, also a dark Friday, like today!

When was the last gathering I had?
Chinese New Year.

What's happening outside home and uni?
I don't know.

What's happening with MIRACLE?
Intern is coming tomorrow. She is the first intern I matched in my 1.5 years of AIESEC journey. Yes, I am going to realize intern this tomorrow. I am very excited. I'm going to realize an exchange!!!

What's other thing happening in MIRACLE?
I don't know. I am tired to know. You will know how I feel when you have done everything you can but you don't get what you expected.

How's the OC?
They are great. I admire their passion. I salute their ability. I trust their capability.

What's future plan?
I want to go exchange, but I still don't know how to explain to grandma and mum. How I wish Shirley is here. Sigh~

What you want to do in the next 2 weeks?
Assignment, assginment, assginment. Test, test, test. Match, match, match, match, match, match, match. Budget, budget. Claiming... (infinity)

When going shopping?
ASAP. I want to buy new dress for prom night. Although it's not neccesary, but it's time to shop to gain some positive energy.

What's you goal of life?
Life is too short, I want to enjoy!

Working...

Recently I have a feeling that I went back to my part time job life. I can spend whole day doing exchange; searching EP database, creating spam mail, sending emails, replying emails...everything so operational. This is so similar with the things I did back in HP call center. I enjoy my time in HP. :)

Today, again, I work for MIRACLE for the whole day. However, this is in my plan. I am going to spend whole day tomorrow to study. I can't neglect my studies anymore. Gonna catch up for Test 2. So I am not going to online tomorrow!

At least, the time I spent today is worthwhile. I manage to finalize the spam mail. And Chin Chin keep thanking me. Wakaka... Actually suppose to thank Soon Kit. I interrupted his studies tonight. However I feel happy with that. :P I don't like to do things alone. I need opinion from others. That's why I always prefer to work in a team. A people people cannot work without people.

Having say that, I found out that I havn't "yum cha" for a very long time. I have not had any gathering with PESS girls this sem. I have not played majong with the Midah gang since last year. I have not even had a long chat with my best friend since she is attached. Basically, I have not social much with others beside my coursemates and AIESECers.

This is not purely my fault. Everyone is so busy this sem. Well, let's see how it goes and all the best for all the final year students, struggling with final year projects!

My February diary

I was trying to distract myself from waiting for the MC application result. Then I look through my organizer and see what happen during the past month. As a statistic student, I suddenly have the mood to plot out my emotion graph. As you can see from the graph, my emotion is fluctuating, especially near the end of the month. Lot's of things happened in this month. Academic, friends, work.....It was really a emo month. Why is it so is not important now, because it's a new month, a new life.

Yeah, it is definitely a new beginning for me. Because I am not stuck at the same stage, since last year. With the result I got from Cafrey, I am able to move on. I am positively with the result. At least I strive till the final stage. I am glad to know that I actually impressed the interviewer. Well, I really don't know how to describe the feeling at the moment. I didn't know to react. All I want to say is that I didn't cry!

*p/s: the happiest day of the month was Team Day. I had whole day for team day. There has been long time I never sing K, and so high. :D

3 days in a post...

13rd Feb 2009, Friday

Suppose to be a dark Friday, but it turn out to be romantic to me. Not because some one propose to me or I receive a banquet of rose, but I spent half day with my cousin in Mid Valley, visiting the bridal exhibition and watching "Bride War". Look at the beautiful wedding gowns, in the movie, and in the exhibition hall. It makes me wonder about my wedding. How will it going to be? Argh, it's too early to dream, but no matter what I will be in one of those stunning dress, walking on the red carpet, and be the center of attraction.

this is gorgeous, I love it!

14th Feb 2009, Saturday

Season of love! Suppose to be a romantic day, but it is definitely an usual test day. Having test in the morning, afternoon went back home and study for the paper on next day. I suddenly wake up from yesterday's dream. Valentines Day make no difference for single people. It's just another excuse for gathering. 15th Feb 2009, Sunday

Suppose to be an excited day, anticipating Pesta Ang Pau, but it turn our quite disappointing. Suppose also to finish up the MC application, but there were disturbancessss. 1. Coursemates and coursemates' housemate bullied me in "cho dai dee" and make me lost a few bugs. 2. Boss and teamates call me to settle some issue that I really don't want to get myself involve to.

PAP audience fill up the whole banquet hall. Sitting quite far behind even make me lost of interest to continue the show. The drama was too dragging. Other performance were so so, nothing much to comment about. However, this whole incident seems close to my heart, not because I was PAP organizing committee for 2 years, but I was in the same hall running for an event call "MIRACLE'08 Closing Ceremony." Seeing the OC for PAP running here and there with walkie talkie, some dressing in smart formal, really reminds me those days in MIRACLE. All OCs are like that, "look" busy during their events huh!

No matter how bad is the performances, I feel that the OC have give all their best. And they are going to celebrate after the show, and they are going to have the sense of achievement. I miss this feeling. I joined PAP in my first year because I want to experience the feeling. It's the same reason I joined MIRACLE. I like to organize event because of the sense of achievement at the end of the show. If I am not a market researcher, I'll be an event planner, wedding planner instead, to be specific. (Hmm...still dreaming about wedding....)

this is the best performance of the night, the traditional dance!

That's my 7th weekend of the year 2009.

MIRACLE moment

4th February 2009, 农历正月初十, 00:52 ;

This is the moment where MIRACLE happens:fresh egg just taken out from the fridge


My cousin and I , and the standing eggs


5 standing eggs in the living room


This is my first successful case

Proof of Growing up...

Chinese New Year is famous of family gatherings, visiting long lost relatives and friends. The topics are non other than current and past. I always like to listen old people talking about their past. They have gone through a lot of crazy things that I do not have the chance to do it in this city.

Talking about old people, I visited a friend of my late grandfather. I think I have not met him for a year. Past years he is the one who come to visit us, but this year we went to his house instead. I am shock to know that he is having so many kinds of old people decease and illness. He reminds me time flies, old people getting older and older, young people growing up, taking over the elder generation. And next the younger generation will be taking over ours.

We have grown up....

My ang pau this year is lesser than last year. I found an explanation on that. Some of my relatives and grandparents' freinds past away, and this make my ang pau getting lesser and lesser. Moreover there is no new source of ang pau, I think the coming years I will have lesser ang pau. Note, my point here is not about ang pau. I wanted to say the elder generation is leaving us one by one. We cannot deny that we are no longer the little children, collecting lots ang paus every year. This is a sad scenario. Not because of ang pau, but the permenant farewell from our beloved.

We have grown up....

I can see the evolution of questions that has been asked by relatives and parents' friend. When I was small, they asked me how much I have growth in height. When I was in school, they asked me my result. Recent years, they ask me if I have any boy friend. I can foresee next year they will be asking me my job, and the coming years when to get married, and then when going to have first child, second child and ....

We have grown up...

Last time, I attended my uncles and aunties wedding. Then I attended my cousins' wedding. Now I am attending friends' wedding. Next I will be attending younger brothers and sisters wedding. Then my son's and daughter's wedding. Then my friends' sons' and daughthers' wedding and so forth.

We have grown up....

I miss my childhood. I miss those people who were in my childhood. My grandpa, my dad, my primary school friends, my neighbour, my maid....I miss the things that I use in my childhood. My pillow, my school bag, my colour pencils, my stickers, my barbi dolls.....However, they are no longer here

I have grown up.....

No matter you want it or not, we have to accept the fact that we have grown up.

Tiger in the Year of Ox...

Tigers can roar into 2009 quite powerfully. It's a good year for wealth, and it will be an even better year for those in businesses selling products such as cars, audio equipment, gadgets, etc. Tiger people who have male superiors at work can expect to receive their help and encouragement this year; therefore, it will be to your benefit to cultivate good ties.

~ Joey Yap~

虎
屬虎的朋友，去年事業和 錢財有一顆中級的「驛馬」星照命，發展半吉半凶，又見一些影響健康和愛情運的小凶星出現，故全年的表現普普通通，並無重大突破，可算是乏善足陳。踏入牛 年，你的事業和財運續向下滑，情況開始令人擔心，加上命宮出現不少凶星，做事更要格外留神，否則稍一不慎，便會跌入眾凶星所佈的陷阱了。

事業
流年命宮得見「太陽」星。「太陽」是一顆一級貴人星，能在你的事業前途上發揮重大助力，而由於這顆吉星屬陽性，所以流年的貴人多是男性。

今 年公司內的男性上司或老闆非常欣賞你的工作表現，有機會委派你擔任重要項目的負責人。機會來臨，你當然是全力以赴，但可惜的是，流年出現在命宮的另一顆 「劫煞」星將會在此時作祟，影響你的工作情緒及阻撓你的工作進度，最後，你的一番努力變成徒勞無功，而吉星帶來的機遇，也白白地流失。

財運
屬 虎的你沒有財星助運，加上命宮出現「天空」和「吞陷」兩顆凶星，所以今年你的錢財收入極難達到理想了。「天空」主虛花不聚財，而「吞陷」主受騙，代表在牛 年中，你會因為一些突發事情而要耗用大筆金錢；同時，你的購買慾戰勝了理智，時常會將收入花費於一些沒用的東西，以致無法累積儲蓄。另外，今年會有陌生人 甚至友人設計欺騙你的錢財，會否應劫，則全看你的意志力和分析力了。

愛情
無論是單身、正在蜜運中或已婚的朋友，今年愛情路上 桃花明显，，原因是流年命宮出現一顆「紅鸞」星。「紅鸞」星動，單身的你將會在今年遇上理想伴侶，甚至會火速結成佳偶。蜜運中的男女，愛情生活十分愜意稱 心，部份虎人會在牛年中締結良緣，部份則繼續享受拍拖的樂趣。已婚的你，與配偶的感情與日俱增，但自己要注意跟其他異性保持適當距離，以免惹起配偶誤會。

健康
雖然流年有一顆「晦氣」星影響著你，但幸好沒有病星降臨騷擾，所以整年看來，除了因為事業不順意而偶然間感到悶悶不樂外，不論老人家或是年輕人，健康大致良好，若能減少無謂壓力，避免不必要的擔憂，則身體及精神狀況更理想。

錦囊
全 年來說，屬虎的人在牛年的運程也是吉凶參半。今年凶星作祟，因此事業和財運的表現都不太理想，而眾凶星主要是衝著你的性格弱點而來，如果你能夠以堅定的意 志力和謙虛的心態迎接工作挑戰的話，成功機會較大。年初時應要做好理財計劃，定下每月的收支預算，嚴格遵守，便可避免亂花無謂錢了。

至於愛情和健康方面，今年的運勢可說是銳不可擋，幾乎無人能及，但已有對象和已婚的你，切記不可有越軌行為；年輕人也不可過份流連夜店，才可保全年平安。

~苏文峰~

蘇文峰

In 2008, Tiger people had a Travel Star connected with their career and wealth. There were good and bad in career and money luck. Some tiny Unlucky Stars appeared in health and love area. The general fortune of 2008 should be fair. There are more Unlucky Stars coming in 2009. The career luck is fair, but money luck will go south. Therefore Tiger people should pay more attentions on job position and money investment in the year of the Cow. Since Tiger and Cow have the hurting relationship, your people public relationship will be poor than last year.

Career: The Lucky Sun Star moves to your career area in year 2009. People around you will support and give you career guide or offer your career opportunity. Because the Sun Star is a male, therefore the person gives your major help will be a man. The sign shows that your boss or supervisor will appreciate your performance and give you more responsibility on assign you major tasks. Certainly, you should gasp this opportunity and fully go for it. However, there is one Unlucky Star coming in the same time, which will disturb your working emotion and obstruct your working progress. If you lose your confidence, cannot overcome the emotional impact, then you might lose this career opportunity and all your efforts will become futile.

Money: Tiger people don't have any Lucky Star related to money luck. Instead, there are two Unlucky Stars appearing in 2009. Therefore the money income is hard to reach your goal. One sign shows your expense will be more than before, you won't have too much left for saving. This tells you that every time you shop or purchase something, you have to make sure you really need the merchandise. The other sign shows someone might deceive your money investment. That means something might happen and force you to use your savings to pay for that event. Therefore, you shouldn't be greedy in any investment and don't do any risky business even with your close friends or relatives in the year of the Cow. Otherwise, your wealth will decrease a lot.

Love: No matter that you are single, in love or married, your love relationship is not bad in 2009, because there is a Love Star coming to you. If you are single, you have good chance to meet your companion, even develop a closer relationship. If you are in love, then your love relationship will become stronger and closer. If your partner is ready, then you might get married this year. If you are married, you will be giving and receiving the love more from your spouse. However, you need to keep the distance from the opposite sex outside to avoid misunderstanding.

Health: There is a tiny Unlucky Health Star around you in 2009. But it won't cause any serious disease. Tiger people should have a good health in the year of the Cow. Only some might have the pressure or obstacle from their job and feel gloomy or depressed. As long as you know how to relax yourself to reduce the stress and let alone unnecessary concern, you should have good energy and spirit entire year.

Fortune: The luck of Tiger people in the year of Cow is fair. The unlucky part is in the career and wealth area. So don't expect you will have high job performance or good financial achievement. In your career, since the Unlucky Stars attack on your weakness of the personality, if your can persist your determination, keep your humble attitude to face the challenge, then you will have a better chance to succeed. In the wealth, you need to plan your financial strategy in the beginning of the year. Then make sure to follow your plan to balance your budget. Otherwise, your monthly expense will exceed your income. Your should have good health during the entire year. You have excellent luck in love relationship in 2009. However, you shouldn't look for new relationship, if you already have your lover or spouse. This is because that new relationship might not last to the next year.

~http://www.chinesefortunecalendar.com/2009/2009Tiger.htm~

虎人在牛年的运气逐步好转。如果是自己经营的企业，在财运方面会有破损，但是有利的事情比较多，上班族要防止小 人，注意与公司领导之间的关系，因为“寡宿星”会影响虎人的人际关系。今年“红鸾星”出现，未婚的男女今年可以遇到比较理想的异性朋友，感情已趋成熟的双 方，也可以进一步的订婚、结婚。已经结婚的朋友，在感情方面注意四月和十月份，会对夫妻感情不利，易有婚外情发生。

　 　“病煞星”和“亡神星”齐临，流年要特别注意身心的健康，尤其是有旧疾或慢性病者，尽量不要到医院或病人家中探病，也不要食用丧家食物，以免身体出状 况，比较适合在家庭中摆放“水晶罗盘”以保健康。“亡神”亦名“七杀”。亡者、失也。五行(三合五行)受浅之气曰“亡”。古歌云：“亡神七杀祸非轻，用尽 机关一不成。克子刑妻无祖业，仕人犹恐有虚句。”因亡神乃空虚、浅气之星，故命、运、流年限逢之，多虚名、虚利，头痛、脑神经衰弱、失眠、精神错乱、恍 惚，犯官司讼诉，更重要的是小人不断，可以请带“金关公”以震慑小人。健康方面还要注意眼睛视力，红伤的事情。

~http://www.nongli.com/item1/2009/3.htm~

Gong Xi Fa Cai !!!!