Evolution...

I'm evolving....
I'm changing...
at one moment, I am very excited about it
When I look back,
I start to afraid.
I don't know what am I turning into
I don't know I am turning into something good
or bad
I'm afraid I lose the "me" in the past
I'm worry
The Change I'm referring to is
myself,
and not the external environment
that's why it's even more scary